I'm in a mood to ramble......about life. I'm not sure theres really ANY point to this blog......I just really feel like blogging. Recently I was reading this and it really just struck me.......as to HOW true it is.

Happiness is not when everything goes right in your life its been you decide to be happy.

This can be totally true. Have you ever had a day when everything has gone fine, nothing big or bad has really happened but you feel really really sad and alone......and just not sure where to turn? But if you choose to be happy......you feel happy. I didnt really believe that before, but I realized that no matter how difficult life might be.....and boy it sure can be........I want to be happy and so i'm choosing to see the Good even on the worst day of the week!!!!! Just because the sun isnt shining doesnt mean you cant have fun. Dance in the rain!

Things are not always going to go right. Your going to lose friends,but your also going to meet new ones. Your not alone, no matter how alone you feel. God is always there for you!!!!! Here are some more things that have been on my mind.

1.Girls,

Dont upset yourself over guys. Remember that God is writing your love story, and theres no need to be anyone but you, and enjoy life, without acting totally stupid and stressing about guys!!! I have nothing against guys......as friends!!!! I can honestly say right now I am done stressing out about finding the right guy. I know that God has a will for me and whatever that might be.......it will happen!!!!!! I dont need to act stupid, or flirt with random guys to make myself feel like I matter. Theres no need to chase.......TRUST GOD!!!!!!

Okay moving on!

2.Jealously

We all feel it at some point no matter what!!!!!! If its because we dont think we are as pretty as someone and we want to look like it......or because so and so is with so and so and they are so so cute and we so so want to be like them........Oh maybe the person you like, likes someone else....or is even with someone else..........

But jealously hurts the person that is feeling jealous more then it will ever hurt anyone else.

By being upset because you dont look a certain way or are with a certain person etc, your missing out on living the life God gave you with the people God put in your life!!!!!!

Dont be depressed, because you might not look like what some people call beautiful. YOU ARE YOU, and thats more beautiful then anything else!!!!!!

3. WOW graduation is coming up realllllly soon, and it's making me realize how life will seriously change SO much. Sometimes I miss being a little kids........bring back the dirt piles,kool aid, & COOTIES!!!!! It was alot easier when usually the most tragic thing in life was a skinned knee!!!!! Bandaids always made that all better......espicially the rainbow ones!!!!!!!!!!! Dont get me wrong......growing up isnt HORRIBLE.........But it's change.....and change is always going to hurt in one way or another. I guess when I was little I never thought about ever growin up......I mean I thought about it but I never thought it was ACTUALLY going to happen. Now i'm almost 18.......and it feels funny. Now if I want to play tag people LAUGH.......and when I act 5.......people laugh some more. I kinda liked the whole boys are my best buddy things, and anything more then that is COOTIES!!!! hahaha.......It was so much easier when you could be really good friends with a guy and no one said......SO YOU LIKE HIM? OH MY GOSH!!!!!! I mean seriously why cant a girl and a guy be JUST FRIENDS? Is that a crime? NO!.....Okay good cuz I totally dont like any of my guy friends as more then a friend....

I really cant believe that in a few weeks ill be.......graduated!!!!!!! Its the weirdest thought!!!!!!

Growing up kinda sucks sometimes........it really does.

AND NOW...........Moving along.........

I have nothing left to sayyyyyyy.

If ever your heart is feeling lonely.......turn to God.

!Jenna